am i futch??
12/09/2025
what is futch?? does it even mean anything?? ive only ever understood it in an aesthetic sense. but what is it, operationally?? i think i am futch. often i find myself in a position where i must b attendant to my own femme .. practicality from necessity. fluid molded into shape by whatever container holds it.
not that i really care for labels. i dont identify much at all. i am a lesbian but thats it. more dyke than trans. which is why i love lesbianism bc who cares?? dyke is a punk ethos made queer. so if someone tells me theyre a dyke, and a man, im abt that. lesbian is a gender.
actually im a cat. an inverse hello kitty. thats y id love a proper butch. meow meow wink wink. all i wanna do is get high & float around & dance. to wander. i wear a collar but im rarely ever at home. or thats the only place i am.
most of the dykes around me r dog lesbians. i find a lot of comfort w them, even tho some times connection between us feels stiff. im a type of cat that swipes at a pup’s encroach even if theyre sweet. i try to play nice, as much as i can!
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